June holidayS

June holidays are HERE!!! but it least affects me... But Im pretty sure that more people are going to throng the streets making roads more congested on the weekends. But.... I don't care anymore, I have not visited Orchard Road for ages, due to the fact that, there's nothing there that interest me much anymore. Those shopping centers there are for high end shoppers so, why bother to even visit the place?.

Tml is Vesak day, and I know that it will be another normal day for me. cooping up in my own room doing... nothing...

Maybe that's how life is like, for any other pre-enlistees. Waiting to be slaughtered...

Its been a tough decision for me to make. whether or not, to appeal for another course in the university. From a 0% knowledge physics to a (atleast) 20% knowledge course. Or should I just stick to what I'm given..

That's like crap.. Indeed making decisions are a load of crap... I hate making decisions.

Graduation 2010

Finally after three years of studies in the instituition, Im finally "expelled" from the school.. Haha... Graduation ceremony was held yesterday, it was kinda joyous occation. Everyone in the long robes were like the students in Hogwarts. Oh man, this is getting more childish. Haha.

Anyway i hope to have such ceremony one more time, this time round not a diploma, but a degree, with a hat....

In Memory

First of all RIP to one of Singapore's Greatest father - Dr Goh Keng Swee. One who contributed much in Singapore's early days, bringing Singapore to becoming a recognizable country worldwide.
Thanks and Rest-In-Peace.

Sometimes by just looking at how the young guns died nowadays, I'm just thinking that life is just so fragile. You can never predict what is going to happen the next minute. Just like the people in the 2001 US WTC. Never did they expected the planes would hit the building causing the loss of lives.

Can we start loving and not hate each other?

Must-a-fa

Will be honest, It was the first time I went to mustafa center. Oh man, and I should say, sooner or later, they will be busted by civil defence again. The walkway is simply overcrowded by cartons, and there wasn't any space left for 2 person to walk side by side...

We had a fabulous uninterrupted dinner at breeks cafe. I was wondering if the shops could survive any longer at city plaza, hohoho... only our group were dining at the cafe, no one else LOL!!! and the background songs were super emo (reflecting the staff's mood) hahaha...

Then had a not-so-long chat with my former working colleagues at Chinatown, just to realize that the business wasn't too good at all. Omg there were no customers man! number of staffs clearly outnumbered the number of customers. HAHA poor thing.

I want to visit the MBS before I enlist, thats my goal for now. HAHA

Thursday 13 may

A true person

Doesn't show his mood on his face,
Problems are always kept in the heart,
Showing real concern to others,
Doing good deed without expecting any advantages,
Is willing to try,
Doesn't get angry easily,

A fake person is directly Opposite,
And many of them are around me.

When we were young, we were curious about everything.
Some little things your parents buy for you can make you stay happy for the whole day.
We make small talk together with our classmates and we never quarrel.
Young and innocent, always listening for instructions before doing anything.

Now that we have grown up, curiousity eventually becomes reality.
Small achievements doesn't make us happy anymore.
We expect more from our life,
Toys are rubbish, cash and love is gold,
friendship is silver.
Breaking the rules become a mission that is to be accomplished.

have we ever wondered,
why do we lead a life like this?
is that a must or something that we chose.
this life cycle is not what god give to us.
we have to freedom to choose any path
and mankind must be equal.

Tuesday

Im just counting each day by its second, how much life I've wasted by sitting infront of the computer. Finally Ive accepted NTU's course, but it doesn't seem fascinating. Ive not hit the town for quite sometime already, and that place suddenly seem to new to me, the new shopping centers and cafe.

I think I need to refresh myself soon, updating is needed.

Countdown 8 more days to the day. Sometimes its not that special to some people but I'm sure its an important day for me. Atleast Im proud to and respect my course of study.

Friday night

Went to PP and chill with my brother last night just to find us walking over to ECP and spend an hour walking down looking at pple bbq-ing. LOLS... Planes are still landing at the ECP side instead of Changi Beach, very fed up because I'll always be at Changi beach every saturday night to catch the landing planes and till now for almost 1/2 a year already and yet the planes are not even landing at changi beach side yet.. brrr=_=...

Anyway walked quite far to the main road from ecp and found a bustop which have buses going to tampines and bedok. Its 10 more minutes before the last bus from bedok interchange to my house leaves station and lucky.. we caught the last bus home.LOLS...

Its Saturday today and I think Im going to get a free dinner from my brother hahaha... getting the advantage from mother's day.. hahaha....

Happy mothers day to all mothers in this world...=)

7th May Friday

Pondering if there are any other people out there as bored as me. When people says school's out holidays in, it means fun-filled activities up ahead. But for me its directly opposite. I've been wanting to get a job, a more humane job but there is no such offer till present. Relief teaching is one good choice but why at the time when all schools are taking their exams ad soon having their june holidays haha.. told you.. nothing comes smoothly for me.

FATE...

IP MAN 2, Simply Fabulous

The second edition of Ip Man Movie, Ip Man 2, is simply as fanatic, fascinating, and fantastic as the first one. It portrays the life of Ip Man one famous historic figure in Chinese martial arts. He was the one who carved the new fighting figure Bruce Lee. The movie thrills you from the minute it starts till the last minute with all the action pack that catches your attention with his wing chun style fighting.

5 popcorns for this movie.=)

Today

Finally Im stepping into a cinema after quite sometime not going there. Going to catch IP MAN 2, which Im not sure if its the continuation of part one. But Im pretty sure its gonna be a nice movie, because the first one left a good impression and the second one had already been rated 5stars by some of my friends. So now its my turn to summarise the movie tonight.

Im still waiting for my enlistment letter, and I have not accept NTU's offer. What are they waiting for? and what am I waiting for? Im not sure.

多几天？

我 把爱铺成蓝天
让不安的妳 一抬头就看得见
我 把心烧成火焰
让怕黑的妳 拥着温暖入眠

我晓得 时间如雪 有时候会覆盖一切
但是真爱 一如倔强会重生的绿叶

第几个一百天 还是很有感觉
用眼睛去素描 妳内心的世界
第 几个一百天 也像刚热恋
两个人手一牵 连命运都改变

曾有的敏感脆弱
在我的胸口 你就躺下来别说了
将有的固执冲动
我 也会拥抱妳安抚着体谅妳心疼着


第几个一百天 越来越有感觉
用眼睛去素描 妳内心的世界
管 过多少一百天 也像刚热恋
两个人手一牵 连命运都改变
当守护变信念 连泪水都很甜

Long Ride

Its been a few months since I last stepped foot at Engine school, and I miss seeing those friends. miss those times where we sit at the last row of seat in the lecture hall and psp-ing all the way, if not, daydreaming.
I have been waiting for my enlistment letter to come and it hasn't.
Ive been thinking, why is it always me who get nothing and I have to wait on and on..
Maybe thats my luck, my fate, thats all..

Ive nothing to write about now... maybe next time..