Stress

Uh recently promoted to lance corporal, though its my first rank attached to y uniform, but it seem to be...... the lowest among all. But self consolation, Appointment bigger than rank in my place. I realise I dont have the sha qi on my face my character, though im the in charge of my place, nevertheless someone is still not afriad of me and attempted to climb over my head to shit... I really really hate that kind. And i swear i will kill him silently, I will kill him indrectly and let him feel the pain. He's getting more arrogant and out of hand, the best thing is to post him out of this camp.. holy please! omg...... XIAO ZHUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

23042011

its been how long since i step foot on some places in singapore and how many months since i last met a person? its been very very long and yet... its gonna continue dragging on. anyway, i old lappy caught flu virus and currently sleeping on my other desk, i just bought a lappy to stnad in its place. hope this pc runs well for another good 3 years=) well for now, I dont know what to do.. but i wont use this pc as much. hope it doesnt disappoint me..=)

19.04.2011

Im getting worried of lots of stuffs. Its been stressful but i try not to show it. Im rather disappointed and feel sad with alot of things. Showing my laughter are actually to cover up and not to show. its been how ive been doing to pretend from the past and till now.

Whats happening? and why isit been this waits definitely not the way i want. and maybe im just unlucky, im being tested and maybe ive failed uh...